Since I’ve got a long 7 months before my appointment with my
new RE I’ve been researching things to do to improve the odds of success of an
IVF cycle, and starting to implement the changes. If we’re going to spend so
much money on doing IVF I want to know that I’ve done everything possible to be
successful.
Thursday, 22 September 2016
IVF Prep
Sunday, 18 September 2016
Next . . .
Cycle 22 started yesterday.
On the plus side, after SIX weeks and THREE faxed referrals the new clinic finally has our referral. They are currently booking into March/April 2017. I'm trying to remain positive because we probably weren't going to pursue IVF before December so it isn't that much longer of a wait, but it's really frustrating to not be able to DO anything. After 21 failed cycles including 5 failed treatment cycles, it's unlikely that trying on our own for the next 7 months will actually work.
On the plus side, after SIX weeks and THREE faxed referrals the new clinic finally has our referral. They are currently booking into March/April 2017. I'm trying to remain positive because we probably weren't going to pursue IVF before December so it isn't that much longer of a wait, but it's really frustrating to not be able to DO anything. After 21 failed cycles including 5 failed treatment cycles, it's unlikely that trying on our own for the next 7 months will actually work.
“It took me 4 months to get pregnant, so I totally understand what you’re going through”
I have a friend that is also TTC. She is currently on her
fourth month trying and recently found out that her sister is pregnant because
the condom broke once. She was telling me how much it sucks to see someone get
pregnant accidently when she is trying to get pregnant, which I can empathize
with. It sucks when you don’t get pregnant right away. It sucks even more when
you’ve had a couple failed cycles and then find out someone is having an
unplanned or accidental pregnancy. It doesn’t matter where you are in your
journey, it just sucks. However, my friend followed this up with how she
totally understands what I’m going through with infertility because it’s taking
her “so long” to get pregnant.
Just, no.
It takes the average healthy couple 6-12 months to conceive,
so at 4 months you’re barely a third of the way to average. Let me reiterate,
it sucks when you’re ready for a baby and it isn’t happening right away, and
you may be wondering if something is wrong, but it in no way compares to
sitting in your doctor’s office and hearing them diagnose you with infertility,
with finding out that you have practically no change to conceive naturally, to
face spending tens of thousands of dollars on treatments with no guarantee that
they’ll work, with having to consider using a sperm or egg donor, or a
surrogate, to give up on ever having children because the only options
available are beyond your means whether financial or emotional. You can’t
understand that until you’ve been in that doctor’s office, you’ve had tubes and
dye shoved into your uterus, your husband has visited “that room” at the
doctor’s office, you’ve taken medications that have turned you into an
unrecognizable person, you’ve sobbed on your bathroom floor because after
spending $1000 and having a head ache and cramps and widely varying emotions
for the past 2 weeks you’re still not pregnant.
Even as someone struggling through infertility, I can’t
truly understand what my infertility family members are going through, because
our journeys are so different. Some are doing IUI after IUI because IVF is out
of reach financially or not compatible with their beliefs. Some have no problem
getting pregnant but always miscarry and are afraid of another positive test
because they fear another loss. Some get pregnant from treatment but miscarry.
Some need surgery and recovery before they have a chance of a successful
pregnancy. Some need a sperm or egg donor. Some have exhausted all their
options and have chosen to be child free not by choice while others are pursuing
fostering and adoption. Some book an appointment to see an RE and then cancel
because they got pregnant with no treatments. Some try a treatment and it works.
Some have completely normal test results but still can’t get pregnant.
My journey has been one of mostly waiting . . . waiting for
my problems to go away naturally, waiting for tests, waiting for an OBGYN
appointment, waiting for an appointment with RE #1, waiting until we’ve moved,
waiting for an appointment with RE#2. In 18 months I’ve spent 11 months waiting
and I’ve got 7 more to go before my next appointment. By the time my
appointment rolls around we’ll have been TTC for 2 years. You can’t understand
what that feels like when you’re on month 4, and you’re minimizing my struggle,
my pain by even suggesting it.
Tuesday, 6 September 2016
Are you ------- kidding me?
When my husband and I were making arrangements to move in
July it included more than just finding an apartment, figuring out how to get
our cats and car across the country, and finding a moving company. Since we
were in the process of infertility treatments, and had stopped doing treatments
when I got hired, we would need to find a new fertility clinic to go to after
moving. Luckily (or unluckily, it now seems) there is only one clinic in the
new province, so we didn’t need to do much research, we just needed to contact
our current clinic and ask them for a referral.
As soon as I knew what day I would be moving I called the
current clinic to request a referral to the new clinic. The patient care
coordinator said it would take her a few days to get the referral and our file
together, and that she would email me to let me know when it was sent to the
new clinic. A few days later she called to confirm that I wanted everything
sent to the new clinic, and then faxed it over. She told me to wait about a
week and if I hadn’t heard anything to follow up with the new clinic. I called
them just after I moved (August 3), which was over a week after the files were
faxed. The new clinic had not received my files. I emailed the old clinic and
asked for them to be sent again. The care coordinator was on vacation so it was
about 10 days before they were faxed over again. Another week had passed and we
hadn’t heard anything from the new clinic so my husband called them to confirm
they got the files. They have not received them – TWO faxes and they still
don’t have our referral.
My husband knows how stressful and upsetting and
frustrating this all is to me, so he called our old clinic to confirm that
everything was sent, and whoever he talked to (not the person I’ve been dealing
with) told him that the do not ever refer patients elsewhere, which seems like
absolute BS because people get transferred for work or have to move closer to
their family all the time, so they will need to switch clinics and should be
able to get their current RE to refer them to a new RE so that they don’t need
to go through booking an appointment with a family doctor or OBGYN, repeat
testing unnecessarily (especially painful and invasive testing like an HSG),
and having to add all that additional time on to the already long wait time to
get in to see the new RE.
I contacted the patient care coordinator and asked her to
fax the files again. I also asked if we could have them sent any other way. At
this point I’d pay any sort of courier charge to mail them, pay for a “general
appointment” with the RE to have her phone the new one, or even have the
referral and chart sent to me so I could march in to the new office, give them
the files and tell them to check that their damn fax machine is working.
I’ve mentioned previously that it’s a 7 month wait for an
initial consultation appointment, and up to another 5 months to get on to an
IVF cycle. We’ve just added ANOTHER MONTH on to the wait time because the new
clinic can’t get our referral.
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